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Written on: Thursday, December 31, 2009 . Time: 5:46 PM
this post is dedicated to you.as if that means anything... i dont know why im doing this. its always a bit painful to look deep inside. i read ur myspace blog posts. and i hear a bit of myself. iono if it still applies to you. . . . i changed my mind. i shall do this by giving you giving a response to ur profile. Hello. My name is Dan. D-A-N. Just how it's spelled. <3 I'm very intelligent... ur blunt. >_> ...even though I don't utilize it. I have a great sense of humor... LMFAO. ...and love laughing and laughing with others. I love being with people but I rarely attach myself to anyone because once I do I have a hard time focusing on myself. people are fun arent they? its hard to get close. so u focus on them? :] I've missed out on a lot of things in my life...although I'm young I feel hopeless and in the dark...not certain of anything. i also feel ive missed out on a lot. but i also feel its never too late. u dont have to be. Lately I'm driven by nothing but the longing desperate need to have love. That drunken hopeless love that you only see on the tv or the movies. I want it more than anything...anything. ~ I'm a very passionate person which is my poor excuse for my self destruction...I'm manic depressive even though I don't admit it or show it...I'm a terribly jealous person and also one of the most kindest people you will ever meet. jealousy. thats part of scorpio. ;p im nosy too. there are lots of things i dont show. too much. and... love how u changed tone there. loll. ^^ I'm always contradicting myself...but I try to do my best to be a good person.I love two things. Movies. Music. They help me survive myself. They are one of the most beautiful mediums that transcend over everyone and one of the sole things that everyone can relate with. exactly. I love my family. They are the one thing that has stuck with me and has not given up on me in any way. i wish i can just say that. dont give me a lecture about family.... >_> I hide most of my emotions...it's just something about me...I bottle things up and... me. totally. ...it usually leads to a train wreck but thats who I am. i try not to let that happen. shuldnt keep saying that. If you've guessed I have a extraordinary amount of emotional baggage but that is what really gives me substance and character in my opinion. true. love you-self.<3 I love talking to people usually but I have terrible trouble starting the conversation...the same goes for phone calls and the like. it wasnt too bad for us, right? |
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